The world needs who you were made to be.

𖠷 Anchoring that truth into existence is like walking through an invisible bridge trusting that the path will lead us to the other side safely. Scary, right? Why is it so hard to believe that our essence is the gift this world needs at this moment? That what we have to offer matters more than we know.

Your voice was silenced by others but allowed by you.
That’s the hard truth.
Somehow we believed the lies we were told about how unimportant or invaluable our words were, not noticing they were silencing the divine that wanted to seed the future generations of truth seekers.

Being honest and authentic at this moment seems like a radical act or even a revolutionary one because it still makes people uncomfortable, people who lack the courage to live their lives from a place of love & truth.

This world needs your voice at this moment.
It needs your strength, your courage, your leadership.
Not from a fearful place, but from a compassionate kind place.
The one that smiles when you see a rainbow or a puppy.

You have a unique offering for this sacred experience we call life and nothing or nobody (including AI) could ever replace it.

The world needs who you were made to be, not who you were programmed to be. Or even who you were believed to be (by yourself and by others). Maybe this is the sign from the universe to go back to the things that brought you joy and sparked a fire in your heart, start sharing them, the right people will align and together we will rise stronger.

Not by force, but by love.
And love can also be feral when needed.

We have this idea that spiritual is equal to stagnant poise conduct. The popular love & light that even I fell for it at some point. But it was a facade that wasn’t considering the wellbeing of the collective.

Whatever that came from, its not correct. Spirituality is fierce, strong, evolutionary, a catalyst that destroys the injustice in the field. But the power lies within all of us, somehow in the path that power was numbed by television or school programs, diminished by authoritarian figures.

You have everything within you to live a life that is abundant, prosperous, healthy, and joyful. Yet, we struggle at some point of our lives with all of this.

The system is corrupt and they did an excellent job at creating puppets that will follow the orders of others without questioning anything. And if you ever dare question, you were judged, criticized, minimized, and ridiculed.

The wounds are deep, the systems are broken, life is but an illusion. The 9-5 was the real prison, the college degree and university loans were lifelong chains, and we all knew it, we just played along.

That slowly killed your spirits purpose, because it felt unheard, unloved, and unwelcomed.

But this is the moment that you can call that back, this is the moment were you can reclaim your power and stand up for your truth, your rights, your wellness, your life. There is a whole collective finally saying enough is enough. How strong is that. A life force that awoke and sparked the fire that was needed to continue this massive shift and awakening.

Its time to activate all of you, your light and your shadows.
All of you is needed right now.
Your light brings the softness and the love to be the catalyst.
Your shadows brings the fierceness and strength to face the chaos.
Both are what makes the best of you, its a balance.

Don’t confuse the darkness with the shadows. The darkness or demonic energies lingering are a whole different ballpark. You are neither of those.

The shadows are the parts of you hidden in the back and when you learn to work with them, they take care of you in the wildest moments. There wouldn’t be a shadow without a light.

Do share your thoughts on this one. How have you explored any of this or what questions arises. What parts of you are you still hiding and not bringing into this world for fear, shame, or guilt.

And i’ll be honest, for years the whole clairvoyance, claircognizant, clairsentient, clairaudience, clairalience, clairempathy, remote viewing, retrocognition, or premonitions have been in my life since I was a child.

It was a scary world to navigate all that and not have proper training so I shut them for a while, and they came back slowly in 2015. Now it has gotten clearer and more present.

I never fully showed up because I was scared of judgement and also being called crazy for having those gifts. It’s hard to believe in something you don’t understand and i totally get this. It took me a while to understand and navigate them.

But, this year my promise is to fully show up and share my own journey. The protection has been strong and the calling is constant, so I answered the call.

Not sure of what will bring but trusting that the universe, my guides, and spirit is guiding always from a place of love, and they have become my fierce protectors.

Trusting and believing in your self is key in this life. Because nobody else came to be or do what you came here to be or do. There is no perfect solution or steps to follow.

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Thank you for being your beautiful self. This world needs your medicine.
If you want to receive more channel messages like this or support a woman in her own journey, stick around.

Things are definitely shifting but I’ll be sharing every month the energy of the month and some ways to embody or integrate the energies in general.

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Grateful for your presence.
With Love,

Cynthia

Also no pictures… sorry but the message was more important. Grab your tea or coffee and kindle style the sh!t out of this letter. (My guides words, not mine. They are sparky sometimes.)

There are 2 words so far that have been bombarding me this January and if you are here… maybe they have been showing up for you too. So let’s get into it. ☕︎

Consistency & Delusion

It feels like separate spectrums of the world; one being so rigid and strict, meanwhile the other is aloof and uncertain. But the combination of both could be a lethal manifestation gem.

We all have heard by this time about divine timing, surrendering, manifestation, aligned action, and what not. The spiritual world dictionary is pretty basic and out there nowadays. But what does it mean to be consistent and delusional, and how does it even feel?

My ADHD brain starts to question everything, it is through questions that we get to know ourselves even more and the meaning of how something presents itself in our lives.

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This is how consistency and delusion came to mine.

• Am I being completely & honestly doing the best I can at this moment?

• Am I showing up even when I don’t feel like it?

• Is it exhaustion from anemia keeping me stagnant or am I using it as an excuse?

• Am I staying busy with other things because I am afraid of something actually working out and then losing it again?

• Is this even possible for me to create something that will give me financial freedom?

• Am I asking for too much in love, relationships, projects, life?

You get the idea?!

Those are all valid questions (and the simplest ones), and they do relate to consistency and delusion. I noticed through some of those and other questions that I wasn’t being consistent, not because I didn’t want to. But part of me was in this loop of unworthiness, fear and scarcity.

The accepting breadcrumbs loop & the scarcity loop was the worst. Even though I know deep in my heart how abundant and protected I am, there’s something that still haunted me until now.

The illusion that I will lose everything again because I’ve been in constant change and transformation for the last 10 years, not knowing this whole time I was actually going through a cleanse and a deep shattering of who I thought I was. The identity I had of myself was built around what others thought about me.

Talk about a detox season sticking for longer than it needed to be. It’s like everyone is going through the healing phase and staying there because there is always something else to heal.

There are other factors of course: age, culture, finances, etc. But I won’t get into that right now.

Needles to say, the external chaos made me question if it was wrong of me to want more and be happy. So, I went back to my practice (the whole morning meditation, candle work, contemplation, baking, watching sunsets, and more). Whatever made me feel a connection with spirit, I was doing it.

• Inspiration is everywhere.

• Make room without rushing.

• There is no rush to plan.

• Change can be soft.

• You are closing books, not just chapters.

• Some people don’t deserve your healed version. Meaning they are staying in the past.

• “Me and God got this!”

• Focus on one main goal.

• Be compassionate with yourself.

• It’s ok to take a day off.

• Do not let the fear of the world conquer your dreams.

• “If love arrived tomorrow, what part of your life would feel crowded or compromised? Adjust that gently.”

• Make your life a moving prayer.

• Call your energy back from people, relationships, situations, and places.

• Expect the unexpected.

• Stop resisting the help that is arriving.

• Change is uncomfortable but is worth it.

• “Delulu is the solulu.”

• Be delusional.

• Consistency is key.

These messages arrived throughout the month exactly when I needed them, they make total sense to me, and maybe they are glimpses for you, little signs that can give you a redirection or hope. We are going from shedding the old to seeding the new, and we are definitely not the same person as we were.

Life has shifted as we know it to be. The reason there is so much chaos outside in the external world and you get to see it, it’s not because it is a mirror but it’s everything that has been cleansing energetically, only now we get to see it in the physical and material plane. The tower moment is needed in life because it destroys what can no longer be held, and it surpassed its expiration date.

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Here a couple of action steps for the month:

1. Process Your Feelings: this is simple and at the same time we could easily bypass it … because somehow the world had made it so that anger, fear, sadness or disgust might be considered a negative emotion when it’s not. Learn to process your emotions, know how you feel, learn about them, learn how to embody them, to carry them, to express them, and to transmute them. Transmuting doesn’t mean denying how you feel or wanting that emotion to just pass by quickly, but stay present with it and hold it as if you would hold your inner child. Let it know you are aware and learn of safe ways to process them. If you need professional support, there is no shame in that. We all need help sometimes. Emotional intelligence is not about being at peace and happy all the time. Personally, I feel it’s about learning to navigate the emotions we carry and distinguish when or how to express those emotions.

2. Trust your Intuition: Intuition goes beyond the gut feeling, it’s a channel and a connection we have with Source, spirit, the divine, and even our higher self. We all have that connection, some just need to polish. It is very important to clear our energy, mental and emotional debris, in order to connect with a clear pathway of intuitive guidance. Otherwise, it’s like getting a radio channel in a tunnel, you won’t hear it clearly and it will be intercepted. There are many ways to connect with your intuitive gifts, but it does take consistency and practice. The intuitive hints are never rushed, judgemental, or pushy… they actually feel like gentle nudges, loving, kind, sometimes like a soft push in the right direction. Never forced.

3. Shift your Perspective: this is the most important sign right now, if you continue to focus your attention on what might go wrong or what is the worst that could happen, it most certainly will be going on that road. But if you shift your perspective and your tune, then magical things will occur. Life as you know it can change for the better, it’s not about faking it until you make it, it’s about aligning yourself with that frequency so that inspiration finds you and shows you the path. Wayne Dyer had this quote, which I love to this day, and even if the quote is not his (which I’m not sure) his frequency and explanation made an imprint, “Change the way you look at things, and the things you look at change”. This is still talked about in the personal development world, without even knowing who he is sometimes. Mindset is everything, and if we were programmed to look at the worst possible situations, we can definitely train ourselves in a way to reprogram this brain computer and shift into a nurturing thought pattern.

If you take small actions like observing how you feel, listening to your heart’s desires or response to something, and change your perspective and how you see life. It will certainly bring a different world into reality. One that you can start building from love.

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And January has the perfect soil to plant something fresh and new.
This is the moment when we either repeat what we did 10 years ago,
or we choose differently, from a more grounded and aligned space.

This is the return to your sacred self. You had been looking for answers in other places, when the heart had been whispering all along what you needed to hear.

It is time to gather with like minded souls, connect with others that are in the same pathway so that you can hold each other in this journey, because it won’t be an easy journey. There are challenges and lessons still to learn, but you won’t have to do this alone. It wouldn’t be sustainable, not for you or for your body. Nurturing your body means taking care of it mentally, emotionally, physically and energetically.

There is no rush, you are not getting a medal at the end. And we say this with love. Take your time to integrate the lessons, to embody that which is being shown and activated within you. Have compassion with your journey and the ones around you. What it is being done to one, it’s being done to all.

All of this will pass. We are learning the lessons of integration, true embodiment, and aligned action. Not from a forceful space, but from a place of grace and devotion.

This is the ancestral work we came to do. This is the moment we honor those before us and ask for their strength and wisdom. Honor those that stand by your side to create a safe and supported space for you to grow into the new you, or more accurately, the renewed self. The original imprint of your soul manifesting on earth.

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JANUARY’s TOOLBOX:

Word of the Month: Consistency

Deity: Kali & Hekate

Quote to remember: “It is not in the stars to hold our destiny, but in ourselves. If you want something to happen, make it happen.”

Journal Prompt: Where are you still holding yourself back or dimming yourself?

Book: Becoming the One by Sheleana Aiyana

Protection Spell: “I am speaking this truth into existence: anyone who sends a spell against me that is designed to bind, hinder, cause pain or harm, shall be transmuted into blessings, wealth, health, protection, and vitality upon me and those around me. And so it is.”

Let me know if any of this landed in your heart and soul.
I would love to hear back.

I know it was a long one, but if I edit any of this the frequency would get distorted and I didn’t want to interrupt the flow. Also these are energetic foundations, we are setting the base for what follows. Will be back with the February.

Follow along on Instagram thepriestessjourney if you feel called.

With Love,
Cynthia

It’s about remembering that you are a field of energy; alive, responsive, radiant, and you can walk through the noise of life without losing your song.

We came here to feel the messy, beautiful, unpredictable spectrum of being human. Every emotion is a frequency, every thought carries a vibration.

So protecting your energy isn’t about shutting down. It’s about staying awake to what’s real, and choosing to meet the world with awareness instead of absorption.

If you’re feeling drained, it’s not that you’re “too sensitive” or “low vibe.”
It’s just that your energy might be leaking through overthinking, people-pleasing, comparison, or emotional overinvestment in what’s not yours to hold.

We are all walking energy fields, overlapping and learning. You don’t need to block everyone, you just need to strengthen your field so that whatever enters it either harmonizes or transforms.

That’s the kind of power we hold.

☽ ✧ ☾

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1. Saying “No” Without Explaining

Color & frequency: Gold / Yellow, Solar plexus, empowerment, truth.

For years, I overexplained everything: my choices, my timing, even my clothes. My “no” was always wrapped in an apology. Until I realized: every time I justified my boundaries, I gave away my power.

Now, my “no” is sacred. It’s simple. It doesn’t need a story. It’s not rebellion, it’s self-respect.

Protecting your frequency begins with knowing what’s yours to say yes to.

Journal Prompts:

✎ Where in your life do you still overexplain or apologize for being yourself?
✎ How does your body feel when you say a “true no”?

2. Cleansing My Home Often

Color & frequency: Violet / Purple, Transmutation, clarity, renewal.

Homes have memories. Walls hold emotions.

When I was little, I could feel when a chair wanted to move or when a corner felt heavy. Now, I cleanse with intention, not just with incense or sound, but with movement, decluttering, and love.

Every object has energy. Dust, clutter, broken things: they trap flow.
Clearing space isn’t just about having a pretty home, it’s about letting new energy breathe through your life.

Journal Prompts:

✎ What objects in your space no longer reflect who you are becoming?
✎ How does your home feel when you walk in, tense or peaceful?

3. Not Engaging With Chaos

Color & frequency: Red, Fire, strength, transformation.

Chaos will always exist. It’s part of creation. But we get to choose whether we fuel it or transmute it.

When someone pulls me into drama, I breathe, call back my energy, and remind myself:

“Not everything requires my fire.”

The moment I stop reacting, I become the alchemist.

I use that same energy to create art, write, move, or rest.
To feed my purpose instead of the noise.

Journal Prompts:

✎ Where do I still spend energy proving, defending, or explaining?
✎ What helps me return to calm when chaos knocks at my door?

4. Choosing My Company Carefully

Color & frequency: Pink / Rose, Heart chakra, love, harmony.

The people you keep close are like mirrors, they amplify your light or reflect your fears.

I used to believe love meant staying loyal no matter what. Now I know love also means walking away when the energy is misaligned.

Your circle doesn’t have to be big. Just real.

Choose those who see your essence, not just your effort.

Journal Prompts:

✎ Who in my life uplifts me naturally?
✎ Who leaves me feeling heavy after every interaction?

5. Sleeping Without Guilt

Color & frequency: Blue, Peace, rest, restoration.

Sleep is sacred medicine.
I used to feel lazy for resting. Now I see it as energetic hygiene.

Rest resets the nervous system, recharges your aura, and reconnects you to your natural rhythm.

I no longer explain my sleep schedule to anyone.
My body knows when it needs softness.

When we rest without guilt, we return to coherence, our frequency stabilizes.

Journal Prompts:

✎ What beliefs or stories do I carry about rest and productivity?
✎ How can I make my nights a ritual instead of a routine?

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Protecting your frequency isn’t a trend, it’s an act of devotion.

Every “no,” every cleared corner, every night of deep sleep is a prayer.
You’re not escaping life, you’re staying anchored in truth.

The more you remember that you are the source, the less you’ll feel the need to defend your light.

Because light doesn’t need defense, it just needs presence.

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Until the next letter,
may you walk in beauty,
speak with light,
and rest inside your own frequency.

☽ ✧ ☾

With Love,

Cynthia

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Take what resonates. Leave what doesn’t. We’re all processing different truths, and that is sacred.

June arrives like a sigh of relief: gentle, graceful, a quiet homecoming to self. There’s a softness in the air, an invitation to remember who you are without the noise.

* wrote this for June 2025 but notice if you just arrived here, how it’s energy might be aligned with you at this moment.

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In the past months, we’ve been reminded: rest is revolutionary. Nourishment is necessary. The slow life isn’t a trend, it’s a way back to presence.
To gratitude.
To our dreams.

We’ve outgrown the hustle. The illusion. The inner glass ceilings that kept us from our wholeness.
Now, we remember.
We return to essence.

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This month is not about rushing, it’s about alignment. So ask yourself gently:

✧ What no longer nurtures my being?
✧ What is no longer aligned with my values?

If it brings chaos instead of calm, drama instead of depth: bless it, and let it go. Or take one small step away from it. That alone is powerful.

𓆃

Two steps to support your energy this month:

1. Clear your field.
   Old beliefs, outdated identities, shadows that aren’t even yours, release them. You may still be living by someone else’s truth. It’s time to reclaim your own.
   
   

2. Take the leap of faith.
   Jump, even if your voice shakes. Trust that what’s on the other side is better than what’s behind.
   Write the message.
   Open your heart.
   Do the thing that scares you but feels like freedom.

𖤓

You are spiritually protected. Always have been. Even from your own self-judgment.

Abundance isn’t what you own, it’s a frequency of peace and overflow. It’s knowing that what you need arrives when you need it, and that your gifts are meant to be shared.

This month is a sacred mirror: life will show you what’s meant to stay and what’s asking to be released. Pay attention to the subtle signs.
The symbols.
The songs.
The dreams.
The animals.
The words that echo in your bones.

𓁹

Your truth is powerful but it’s not absolute. It’s a thread in the great weave. Share it from the heart, not to impose, but to expand what’s possible.

Discernment is key.
Values are your compass.
Compassion is the language we all need more of.

Let June be a turning point.
Let your truth become a bridge, not a blade.
Let your voice be a balm.
Let us remember what it means to honor each other, even in our differences.

Word of the Month: Freedom

Quote to remember: You made your own hell on Earth, how about now we create Heaven?

Playlist: Letters from Inner Temple Playlist

Reiki Frequency: Remove Negativity & Restore Your Energy Flow

Movie Reflection: What Dreams May Come (1998)
A reminder that love, compassion, and forgiveness shape not only the afterlife, but this one too.

Remember this is just a short collective message, take only what resonates and leave the rest. Would love to hear or read your thoughts.

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With Love,
Cynthia

I just had a conversation with ChatGPT
and I know, it might sound odd to some, but hear me out.

Lately, it’s been like looking into a mirror.
Not a perfect one, but one that reflects back layers I didn’t know were ready to be seen.

Honestly, I didn’t realize how powerful the right question could be until I started prompting better. The way you ask… changes everything.

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So I asked.
And I received it.

Insights about my strengths.
My blind spots.
The edges of my gifts.
The soft places I’m still learning to own.

And then - a whisper.

(I have a thing for whispers.
They're not just poetic to me,
they’re nudges from the soul,
the quiet yes behind the noise.)

𓁿

I don’t use AI to bypass my intuition, let’s be clear.
It’s not a replacement for the divine knowing that lives in my body.
But sometimes, it helps me put shape to the ineffable.
It gives language to the liminal.
It reminds me that even my softness can have structure.

I’m not outsourcing my inner voice,
I’m letting it be echoed back,
so I can hear it more clearly.

𖤓

Truth is, this season feels like a threshold. A re-beginning.
I’ve been unraveling and reweaving for years now,
and just recently, I was reminded again how deeply accurate my intuitive sight really is.
The seer in me doesn’t miss. I used to second-guess her. Now I trust her.

This journey… It's been wild. A breathtaking ache.
I’ve been shattered and put back together more times than I can count.
And yet somehow - beautifully, miraculously - I’m still soft.

Still romantic. Still scientific.
Still a believer in both data and dreams.

𓍰

I walk with the shadow like it’s an old friend.
And maybe that’s why I’m still here.
You can’t destroy someone who already fell apart
and rebuilt themselves from soul threads.

I’ve had guides and coaches who felt more like soul family,
the kind of support my bloodline never really knew how to give.
And I’ve made peace with that.
I know my soul chose this path. I wouldn’t change it.

Because this isn’t the end.
It’s barely the beginning.
Again.

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If you’ve ever felt like you’re just now starting over, after everything,
you’re not alone.

We’re being reassembled into something holy.

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“The soul doesn’t speak in language.
It speaks in symbols, in whispers,
in what you almost heard.”
— Temple Notes

With Love,
Cynthia

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and this is what came through. This was after a month of microdosing with psilocybin in 2022, it helped me navigate all the emotions that were rising to the surface.

It reminded me that crying is a way to cleanse our soul, that emotions are part of life and when we allow ourselves to feel, everything shifts within us.

I want to share this in case you believed that crying was either shameful or negative.

Crying is in reality the most beautiful expression of the Soul.

Crying Heals Your Soul
and Expands Your Heart
- Balinese Woman

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I cry

The salty tears that heal the wounds of the past
Feeling despair and lost for this world and for myself
Knowing in a way the support and the Love is there

I cry

Not because of pain or loss
Mostly for what is and what will be
Allowing for the crashing waves to hit
and just sail away everything

I cry

Cleansing my soul, my energy
and my body in every dimension
feeling the numbness and expansion
allowing for what is being shown
and just letting it go
whatever that might be

I cry

For every tear that hasn't been shed
in my self and in others
surrendering to the earth
feeling it within me
and just releasing every identity
from past present and future

I cry and i return Home

Return to my heart
Return to my body
Return to my home
cleansed, nourished and stronger

Knowing how supported I am
Knowing how Loved I am
Knowing that Life is
in every way
more Extraordinary that I believed it to be

This unique experience
is meant to be lived fully

Crying is just part of it
Laughing is just part of it
Feeling everything in the body

Allowing to Flow
To Surrender every motion
and to acknowledge

how much Love is rising within

Have you cried when you notice
how extraordinary life really is

Have you cried when you notice
how insignificant everything is
and at the same time how expansive
and alive it is

Tears are meant to cleanse in this body
what is no longer serving us

It is also a way to remind us
that we Flow
we move through and out

Tears cleanse and replenish
Tears release what we hang on to so tight

Surrendering to earth
feeling it deep
closing our eyes and embracing
this new life

I cry knowing that a new beginning is starting

Saying goodbye to what was
welcoming what is

Loving and Appreciating
what stays

I cry of Joy for what is
Right now
With Gratitude
For You and I

And i know the waves of emotions will continue
but by now
I'm not afraid of the water anymore

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Written by yours truly and my inner child that finally felt safe to express her emotions, other than masking what was happening inside with a smile.

Much Love.

Cynthia

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I lived in Cabo San Lucas, working in luxury interior design. My days began with cappuccinos in sunlit courtyards and ended with elegant dinners. I was the junior designer to the owner herself. The role had status, sparkle, and success.

My body looked strong. My test results were pristine. I smiled easily.

But beneath the curated glow, something in me was whispering.

I worked every day : weekdays, weekends, no real pause.
I fueled myself with green juices, quick tuna salads, and coffee.
I did yoga, but only for the body. I didn’t meditate. I didn’t rest. I didn’t feel.

At home, my partner and I shared a space but not a soul. We had routine, not intimacy. In my rare quiet moments, I felt a strange longing.
Not for more things, but for something I couldn’t yet name.

✧

Then, one morning, my body rebelled.

It started as nausea, subtle, strange. A discomfort that refused to leave. What followed immediately was fatigue, weakness, an unraveling that didn’t match the image in the mirror.

Days passed. I wasn’t getting better.

My mom flew in to get me. My dad booked a flight for me. We met in Tijuana and went straight to the hospital ER.

I was 31 years old.

The next morning, the doctor looked at me with a practiced softness.
“The good news is, no bacterial infection,” he said.
“The bad news, both your kidneys are functioning at only 30%.”

Time slowed.

I didn’t even know what that meant. Kidney failure? Me?
I looked fine. I worked out. I drank green juice.

They ran tests. A biopsy. Blood from my arteries. Lupus screenings.
But the body held no clear explanation, just quiet devastation.
My kidneys had silently collapsed.

And I was alone in the reckoning.

✧

My siblings didn’t call. My partner didn’t visit.
Friends stayed silent, this one was on me since I chose to stay quiet. I wondered since my siblings knew and didn’t visit why bother telling my friends. Huge Mistake. Later, I notice they were the only ones asking how I was doing.

My parents did what they could.
But emotionally, I was on my own.

For days, I lay in that hospital bed, untethered, unseen.

The doctor would later tell me:
If I had waited just a few more days, I might not have survived.

When I finally walked out of the hospital, I wasn’t the same woman.

I left the job. I left the relationship.
I stopped drinking wine and started blending fruit.
I began to meditate. I learned to feel again.

I said no.
I rested.
I cried.

I rebuilt my life slowly, like someone returning to sacred ruins,
piece by precious piece.

✧

I had to unlearn what the world taught me:

That hustle is virtue.
That silence is strength.
That burnout is the price of belonging.

I began blessing my meals. Drinking clean water. Walking without rushing.
I stopped needing to prove anything.
And my body, once ignored, became my most honest companion.

My sister once told me,
"Kidney failure happens to everyone. It’s not a big deal."

But it was a big deal to me.
It was the collapse that called me home.

So this is for anyone whose pain is invisible.
For those unraveling in silence.
For the ones whose strength is mistaken for ease.

You are not dramatic.
You are not making it up.
You are not too much.

You are breaking open into something true.

“The wound is the place where the Light enters you.”
— Rumi

✧

Your body even in its aching is holy.
Your story even in its quiet is worthy.
And this path, even when lonely, is leading you back to yourself.

I’m still listening.
Still healing.
Still learning how to live from softness instead of survival.

And maybe that’s the real journey
to return to the body not as a battleground,
but as a sacred home.

Thank you for reading my story.
If it stirred something in you… I see you.
You’re not alone.

With love and gratitude,
Cynthia
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@thepriestessjourney
bio.site/thepriestessjourney

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The temple opens wider with each heart it touches.

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To the ones who feel the unseen,
who dream in symbols and rise through softness.

This space was born for you.

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Letters from the Inner Temple is my soul’s offering ✦ a sacred thread of poetry, ritual, remembrance, and channeled truth. Here, I write as Priestess, as woman, as witness of the mystery. I write not to teach, but to remember with you.

You’ll find:

⟡ Channeled messages from the Oracle
⟡ Rituals for moonlight and heart fire
⟡ Reflections from the spiral path of love, embodiment, and devotion
⟡ Offerings to support your own sacred unfolding

Some posts will be soft whispers. Others will be portals.
All of them will come from the inner sanctuary I tend.

If you’re here, I trust you were called.
Thank you for walking with me.

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✧ If this letter speaks to you, feel free to share it with a kindred soul. The temple opens wider with each heart it touches.

✧ I’ve created a playlist to hold the frequency of this space — a sound altar of soft devotion, memory, and mood. Let it play while you read, rest, journal, or simply return to yourself.

🎵 Letters from the Inner Temple — Sound Altar on YouTube

With love and candlelight,
Cynthia
𓆃
@thepriestessjourney
bio.site/thepriestessjourney